Sunday, March 16, 2008
A quick post! - Week 10

I am barely surviving... With 9 projects in total this sem, and 5 to handle presently, things are really hectic! Thankfully all my CCA commitments have come to an end. More time to do projects!!!

After 7 months in Frisbee... Hmm.... i still cant throw well... Although definately better than when i first started out. Somehow, i think my best throws were in Week 6. Somehow... Sheesh... I dun really have talent to start with, and hmm... am not making any effort to chat around. Haha!! Really really quiet and non-interactive most of the time. Hey u cant blame an introvert for doing so right?!

And yups, i think i still miss te old days at DB. Somehow it juz feels better... Maybe cos i had alot more ppl to talk to, and also cos i was really part of the team! Oh wells! Recently had a really short chat with Lao Shi, and he commented that i was a fast learner (Yups! haha! prob cos i am smart? hahah!!), but that my thrasehold of pain is quite low, plus i am not strong enough... Haha! oh wells! hmmm... ya... maybe i am abit nua...

While surfing facebook, looking at my own photos today, i suddenly felt damn sad... It has really been a long time since i was really happy and crazy... erhm... haha! crazily happy? I kinda miss days where there's no work to be done, days when i am half drunk and am with some friends laughing our hearts out. Or the days with overnight mahjong or movie marathons (although i always sleep during these marathons.) I really miss having alot of fun man!!! Somehow life is damn boring and sad... I think i am really becoming a very very boring person... Haha!! Boring and sad and dull and unhappening... I NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN!!!

Then again, i also dunno how to be really happy and have lots of fun. Haha!!! I dunno how to make myself laugh like there's no tmr. As if there are no more worries, no more pain, no more sadness in the world... Okie, that dun sound too possible... Bottomline is... I need to have more fun and be more merry.

Sch life is really more like shit life right now. Internship is starting. 2 weeks to play... And the shittiest thing is that during that those 2 weeks i have to play, the NUS/NTU ppl still having exams. Aka i am gonna be all alone... Shit. HIAZ!!! HOW!!!!!!! :(

Nvm... shall go watch tv and dramas and rot at home :Z (Haha!! u gonna believe that?! Right... Sorry guys, especially Mr Sch dropout, u dun have to study one right? hahaha!!! And the rest of u all too... Chill man! it's only the exams! hahaha!! Whatever!)
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