Saturday, September 6, 2008
random thoughts once again...

It's been a long while since i last blogged... No i dun have another blog... I simply got too lazy... hahahaha!! (ya... what's new....)

I juz realise that time really flies... As of now, i have some friends whom i have known for like 17 years?? That's pretty near to 2 decades man... sheesh... damn long... And during these years... many many things has happened... I witnessed many births, children growing up (including myself), and sadly... quite a number of deaths...

Previously, life was really about having maximum fun, eating alot of gd food, and most importantly, being carefree, only having to worry abt ur grades... How things have now changed... i still have fun, i still eat alot... but i feel a tad stress half the time... Stressed cos i know that i am not young any more, and that i will need to start work and earn my own money soon, and stressed cos i know my parents are not that young any more... So is my first aunt, and many people around me...

Soon, before i know it, i will need to not juz handle my own problems, i prob have to contribute to the house, the family, and perhaps even my own new family... It's quite scary... Today, i contributed abit to the house, although it was more of a remedy to a big problem that i caused - having a miniwaterfall, pond, and fish tank, with fish inside (which is the biggest prob) I got a new pump, i got a new sucker fish, i cleared away the dead fish (ya... one of my fish died) and after doing these few tasks, i was quite tired... haha! makes me wonder how i am gonna survive in the near future... (and makes me really wonder how my sis is gonna do so since she knows alot alot lesser than i do...)

I am prob going for an exchange... In the past, when i leave for overseas, i dun even bother to call home, and the next time that my parents hear from me is when i come back... I remember as a pri 4 kid at some 6 days camp, there were kids crying homesick on day 3 of the camp... at that point of time, i was not really able to figure out why they cried...

However, times have changed... I now send an email to let them know i am still alive and well... And i am really quite worried abt what may happen when i am away... really worried... i really hope my sis will wake up her idea and start doing her duty, but i am seriously not gonna count on that... really really hope everything will still be the same when i am back... hmmm...

On a brighter note, i think if feels quite gd to do something for the family la... at least with the new pump, my fish seems happier?? hahaha!! and now that sucker fish has tons of food to eat... in fact i was contemplating getting more sucker fish due the massive alot of algae that i really need them to clear... haha!!! shall go and check on the progress of that sucker fish tmr morning... it better do a gd job, or at least minimally stay alive, and not kill any of my other fishes... If not i may juz contemplate force feeding it by puting it into another place whereby the algae is really overflowing... haha!!!

In the meantime, i better do my readings before my profs "have me for breakfast"... tata!
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